I've been working a lot lately....so my checks have been nice, bills have been covered and I've had all the material things that I want and need...and I've been cozying up with a really sweet somebody....just an update that life is good :)

Fucking A, this is one hell of a disease....I literally cannot get off the couch....
With me, it's all about mind over matter, and that usually works out really well...unless something fucks with my mind...then it's like nothing matters...I want to be okay, to feel good, to be my normal positive cheery self....but I don't see it in my cards for today...

I just want my head to be okay.

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	annah bananah :)
Birthday:	February 14, 1987
Birthplace:	Winston Salem
Current Location:	High Point
Eye Color:	Blue
Hair Color:	Blond
Height:	5'6ish"
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Righty
Your Heritage:	Scots-Irish
The Shoes You Wore Today:	Nikes
Your Weakness:	People who can't help themselves
Your Fears:	Being stuck on a ventilator...or having a chest tube put in...not dying, the avoidance of death at the end
Your Perfect Pizza:	Extra cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Obtain my RRT
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	Oh bitch
Thoughts First Waking Up:	God..I hate waking up
Your Best Physical Feature:	My eyes...my tits :)
Your Bedtime:	whenever I am ready to pass out
Your Most Missed Memory:	Waking up to my Odin
Pepsi or Coke:	Mountain Dew
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Romes
Single or Group Dates:	I don't date
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	neither
Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	neither
Do you Smoke:	i do
Do you Swear:	HYFR
Do you Sing:	oh yeah
Do you Shower Daily:	HOE BATH
Have you Been in Love:	different kinds of love. but i don't do that willingly.
Do you want to go to College:	been there, done that
Do you want to get Married:	not anymore
Do you believe in yourself:	oh yeah
Do you get Motion Sickness:	sometimes...chewing gum does it for me
Do you think you are Attractive:	yes yes
Are you a Health Freak:	not so much
Do you get along with your Parents:	i'm a daddy's girl
Do you play an Instrument:	used to
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	not really
In the past month have you Smoked:	of course
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	it's been a fun month :)
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	if you want to call it that.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	nah
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	no, but i miss it....
In the past month have you been on Stage:	nope
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no...it's been about 5 months
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	nah
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	not that i remember
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been called a Tease:	lawd yes
Ever been Beaten up:	no, but I've fought
Ever Shoplifted:	yes
How do you want to Die:	either a quick heart attack, or in my sleep-JUST MAKE IT QUICK
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	Well, I'm a respiratory therapist, but I'd eventually like to happy.
What country would you most like to Visit:	Irelwand
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	dosent matter..... I prefer the brown haired, brown eyed, thick accented over 35 year old
Favourite Hair Color:	dont matter
Short or Long Hair:	dont matter
Height:	above 5'10
Weight:	no matter
Best Clothing Style:	dosent matter
Number of Drugs I have taken:	enough
Number of CDs I own:	downloads, baybeh
Number of Piercings:	4ish
Number of Tattoos:	3
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	I don't do regret